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Artist // Hobbyist // Digital Art
- Oct 20, 1988
- United States
- Deviant for 13 years
- jazazamineart.tumblr.com
- She / Her
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Genzoman, Nekochank and Psyconorikan :)
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Professor Layton and the Eternal Diva, UP
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Green Day, White Tie Affair, SoaD, Gackt, Lady GaGa
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Professor Layton Series, Portal 2, Diner Dash, Osu!, WoW, ToS, Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Mario
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Wii, PS3, PS2, SNES, NinDS
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PSCS3, Wacom Intuos 4, Mechanical Pencil, Charcol, and Pastels
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Anime, Fantasy, Games, Manga, Music, Drawing
One hell of a few weeks
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Hey y'all.
Just checking in with ya folks. There's been a lot of things going on within the past.. while. I don't know how long it's been going on now.
My fiancee's mother passed of cancer last night. I'm not going to go into any details because it's at his discretion and I rather not go around saying things like this. Just know that we our going through some tough times, but we'll get through this.
Still though.. I never seen someone just.. die before my eyes. It's a scary thought.
And although I say fiancee, it's not finalized yet. We haven't told his family and there isn't a ring yet (but I kinda hate rings/jewelry..) but he did ask an
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Made a separate artblog.
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https://jazazamineart.tumblr.com/
For only art. No personal life, just art.
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I can't seem to enjoy certain things anymore. Touhou feels dead, Yugioh feels dead, Minecraft feels dead, I feel dead, drawing is dying, cooking is dying.. everything around me just seems to be falling apart and I can't pick myself back up.
I still can't get a job.
I can't seem to finish games.. like my Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance or Skyward.
I'm just losing my passion.. for everything in this damned world. I'm also tired of people trying to make me feel bad. It feels like my feelings don't matter and it has to be all about them. So sick of this. Well at least no point in killing myself, since I'm dead already, plus it's kinda point
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thank you for the favs ^^
Thank you for the cute drawings! I love your art ^^
I'm in the same boat: tendonitis in the elbows has kept me from working on my comic for about a year now. Uncle's got me on an exercise program that'll hopefully beef the arms up and help me ink again. Hope you get something similar going for you.
Exactly. I have De Quervain's Tendinitis 
however, my condition hasn't been taken seriously after my rheumatologist thought I was faking when the shots didn't help and just wanted attention. FFS I was 22, why would I want attention?
I appreciate the support and I hope all goes well for you!
Also do I know you from somewhere? It's just so strange when people randomly visit my page and actually pay attention to it
so I thought maybe you knew me or something. If not though, it's a nice change.
however, my condition hasn't been taken seriously after my rheumatologist thought I was faking when the shots didn't help and just wanted attention. FFS I was 22, why would I want attention?I appreciate the support and I hope all goes well for you!
Also do I know you from somewhere? It's just so strange when people randomly visit my page and actually pay attention to it
so I thought maybe you knew me or something. If not though, it's a nice change.Nah, sometimes I click people's watchers if I like their avatars.
You musta had a lousy rheumatologist. I hope the cortizone shot wasn't their first resort: the first thing to do oughta be ice and rest, the next therapy. What're you doing for them now?
You musta had a lousy rheumatologist. I hope the cortizone shot wasn't their first resort: the first thing to do oughta be ice and rest, the next therapy. What're you doing for them now?
She was lousy and it was their first resort since my wrist was so painful during the exam. I swear I think she hit the bone, because it went *clink*
I've done so much ice and rest and done therapy exercises back when my neck frozen and I couldn't turn it. I had help with my wrist as well while I was there. (The frozen neck was a different issue, saw a bone doctor since my spine is completely straight in my neck, not curved)
Right now I just do the exercises, and icyhot and rest when it gets really bad. Nerve pain meds if it exceeds worse pain I need to see another doctor. Hadn't been able to due to our terrible insurance. Costs $150 to go now instead of $20 :/ but mom said she'll help out.
I've done so much ice and rest and done therapy exercises back when my neck frozen and I couldn't turn it. I had help with my wrist as well while I was there. (The frozen neck was a different issue, saw a bone doctor since my spine is completely straight in my neck, not curved)
Right now I just do the exercises, and icyhot and rest when it gets really bad. Nerve pain meds if it exceeds worse pain
I need to see another doctor. Hadn't been able to due to our terrible insurance. Costs $150 to go now instead of $20 :/ but mom said she'll help out.View all replies
Dropping by to say hi 